Too Me

It occurs to me, frank knows what betrays me, to consider, whom it is I desire. For truth of the concern, reveals my intent. To devour. For I find pleasure in who I want to be, it’s this the draws me to... Ooo 

I’m upset the minute things don’t go the way I’ve imagined. I’ve conjured a living dream a vivid memory. Too good to be real, too real to be great. Death to HD. Fake. Hate. 

Drawn to the attempt, and the dreaming, I’ll have myself believing, this is more than lonely. 

I wish I could hide from shame. Hold on to the pain.

Sending a tingle down my spine. I'm glad you’re not mine.

Almost called darkness my light, but that wouldn’t be right. Just a place i used to call home. In case it didn’t show. 

I would have bled for fun, burnt the hair on your leg if you want. I know i know, I’m you’re favorite cunt. So what, *takes blunt. 

I’m the only one who thinks that’s cute, wouldn’t profess what has no truth. You like it like this, in the midst of two opposites. Might never commit, not sure it’ll ever exist like that for me. Wanting it desperately never made so.

What a terrible way to live, even when we’re not in pieces, we’re always finding holes within. 

You, the perfect pick me up, I bet you’d enjoy the fall. Me, always on the floor when I call. Bathroom stalls

Promise we don’t get stuck. Wanting me is just poor luck.

I faked it all

Wish it was better than it is

Talk less

Apathy is an easy death

Waste of my life, can’t get shit right, wrong turns on my mind, no thought for being right. Until I give myself a chance to breath. I hate this fucking dream.